So. She slept till 4am. I got to sleep about 1:30am. So that made 2.5 hours of sleep. Yay me! Usually she goes to sleep again. But didn't want to. I fed her many times over the next 5 hours and she didn't calm down. It didn't help I kept falling asleep while feeding her. It is impossible to sleep when the baby is fussing in the crib across the room.
My mom got me crying to her at 8 am. I was delirious at one point I swore I heard the doorbell ring frantically so grumbling I got up and went to the door. No one was there. I was quite upset no one was there. Not the fact I thought the doorbell was ringing.
Finally by the time she was asleep again I was too awake and hungry to go back to sleep. The morning was rocky with me trying to do homework with battling swelling up and headache. Per request of my mom I called the OB doc and the triage nurse insisted I go in to check my blood pressure. Right before then however I was crying because some pictures I had found on an old phone of my foster children and me I accidentally deleted them. So far not a good day.
It got better going shopping with my dear beautiful friend and it cheered me up to spend time with her and drag her around. Ha. I got my blood pressure checked it was fine. Although the triage nurse made me feel bad for going back to school so soon. I don't really have a choice. I am already having a hard time going back so I didn't take well what she was saying to me about it.
But after shopping for things for my birthday bbq my friend and I came back and watched a movie. It was... interesting. I enjoyed it. Not as funny as I had hoped but it was good. But during the movie I got a phone call. Although, I should probably be more worried than I am turns out Naomi has a staff infection, MRSA, in her belly button. Are you kidding me?! Lucky it is not bad but they called in some antibiotics for her. I feel horrible that at 3 weeks old she already has an ailment! So yes, just made a bad day to worse. I played it cool because my mom was freaking out a little but have to admit that I have some panic going on. I am sure all will be okay but it makes me want to put her in a bubble for a while. So I hope no one feels bad if I tell them no when they want to hold her and see her tomorrow. I just want her to not get worse.
Lets hope tonight goes better. She is currently still asleep in her car seat and I know I need to move her soon but hopefully she wont decide to stay up all night tonight. I also pray that this mrsa thing will go away and nothing else will happen.
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